Lyrics

The sweet smell of anticipation
Leads me astray
I hold my tongue even though I don't know where I'm going
I’m awake but I am afraid

The light at the end of the tunnel
Said she'd help me find my way
But I've been here for over 18 years
Now my shoes don't fit the same
Have I lost myself along the way?

And I, don't owe you anything
And I, don't have anything to give you in the first place

Sometimes I fear, the people I love will leave me
And I'd be the one to blame
The lies I told began to grow old
I can feel you fading away

Time goes fast, when my eyes gloss over
I zoned out again
Hold your head up high believer
I know you don't want to be here either
Just hold yourself together

And I, don't owe you anything
And I, don't have anything to give you in the first place

And I, don't owe you anything
And I, don't have anything to give you in the first place